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Knowing me as you do  -  some of you may find this slightly shocking. I have just updated my Laby fic "Your Slave".  It's over at ff.n if any of you fancy giving it a browse, and please leave a review cos it makes me love you more! 
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Just been playing on the beeb's website and the new series of Dr Who is starting on saturday, so I am very very excited!!!! 

I've actually just started work on a Dr Who fanfic, so I'm feeling very psyched!! 

going to be gutted when this series of torchwood ends though

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Mwaaaa haaaa haaaaaa

I finally friggen updated Your Slave!!!! 
(available on FF.net)

YAY, it's been at least 6 months since my last post, I have been so damn slow it's been unbelievable!!! However getting to the home stretches now, I'm thinking maybe 4 chapters to go!!!

yay

E xx

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So for all my lovely freinds who are members of the oubliette, it's been a bit sluggish lately, and I just came up with (what I think is) a really good plan!!!! So I'm posting it here for you all to marvel and wonder at (even though it might have been done before - but not to my knowledge)

"what is your plan eamane????" I hear you all asking.....

The labyrinth fanfiction book club

What we're gonna do is pick a fanfic each month and then we're going to discuss it afterwards, but of analysis, what we liked, what we didnt like ect.

so if you're interested head down to the oubliette and join in!!! 

http://theoublietteboard.com

E xx

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Dont know if any of you know this but I'm currently training to be a science teacher. I started my first school placement this week, which has been SUCH hard work, as the school we've been placed at is a 45 minute drive away in clear traffic and traffic jams on these particular roads.

Anyway, the school is great, , the kids are funny and challanging and the staff are great. 

However what is not so great are the other student teachers that I have been assigned there with. There's four of us in total and as we all live really close to each other we all car share. Well there's one girl who's pretty nice, however the other two are complete bitches. Dont wanna slag them off by name so lets just call them, say.....pig nose girl (wasnt me that made that up - tis true though) and crony. 
 
Crony, is ok on her own, she's one of those kind of people who would never start slagging somebody off - but the moment that someone else does she's right in there, the first one to join in. However pig nosed girl, is a real nasty piece of work - to the point that somebody actually warned me what she was like before we started. She goes out of her way to exclude me from the group - she never speaks to me, unless she has to, and even then it's normally to tell me in a roundabout sort of way that what I've just said is basically a pile of shit. (obviously crony follows suit). 

And even when she's not talking to me - or pointing bitchy comments in my direction she is so damn negative all the time, we keep getting stuck in traffic due to the fact that we have to travel on three motorways to get to work - there are accidents and shit happens, but all she does is complain the whole time, and worry about the science department having a go at us for being late (suprisingly enough they didnt because it wasnt our fault and there was no getting around it - which I said at the time, but as you are probably aware by now my opinion counts for nothing!)

I dont like to moan too much -  I like to think I'm normally quite an optomistic happy person - is it wrong that I just want the bitch to curl up and die???

E xx

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I have a few questions for the general public, please tell me your opinions on the following:

firstly: how many WIPs do you thint it is acceptable to have at once before you become one of those authors that are considered to start new stuff but never ever finish old stuff?

secondly: TARDIS, Tardis or tardis? I know what it stands for, but not sure how to use it as a word.

thirdly: does anyone have any good fic recs that are finished that I havent read???

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I'm terrified of spiders - really really hate the buggers!!!! Just went to have my pre-heros shower and there's a massive tarantula type creature in the bath tub! 

Anyway I hate killing spiders - I wont if there's someone else to get rid of them but I live on my own (at least until next week)

so my newest evil spider killing method - squirting them with bleach

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I dont know how many of you know this but I am a HUGE Doctor Who fan!!! I absolutely love it!!! And more than that I love David Tennant as the Doctor - I think he's an incredible actor! I also loved the series the most when it was him and Billie Piper - I think that they had a perfect dynamic and wonderful chemistry. I was gutted when she left and I didn't really like the way she was written out of the show (I still cried a little though!) Martha has now grown on me and I still think that the series is fantabulous!

Having now set the me and dr who background, I have to say I've had a couple of Dr who dreams lately, one was very strange and a while ago, however the other was last night. The dream was fairly Rose-centric, completely ignoring the events that had happened in doomsday. And in this dream the doctor had given rose a baby, a child who if left with it's unloving relatives that would grow up to do terrible terrible things. And in this dream Rose took the baby, to bring up and love as if it were her own child. It was very cool, as the doctor kept appearing, and as the child grew up strange things kept happening around them and the doctor was scared that rose would be in danger;  but she loved the baby so much, and she wouldnt listen to the doctor

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So I'm currently tidying up my bedroom - my mother is coming tomorrow!!!!!!!

 i need to be certain there's nothing that she can see that will cause mental scarring for either of us - which is a polite way of saying condom wrappers - emphasis on wrappers btw!! - the sneaky buggers turn up all over the place even if i havent had sex for weeks!!!

but i just found my fancy dress box - which contains a little red riding hood outfit, a pair of bunny ears, a naughty nurse costume and a blond wig - very random outfits but hey....

just done two twelve hour shifts (over 2 days) and i'm worryingly not tired - i'm hoping to crash soon as i know i'm going to need some rest!!!


planning to write another half page of fanfic before i go to bed - as it seems to be flowing fairly nicely.

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PIF meme: I will send a handmade gift to the first 3 people who leave a comment on my blog requesting to join this PIF exchange. I don't know what that gift will be yet, but you will receive it within 365 days. The only thing you have to do in return is "pay it forward" by making a similar agreement on your blog.

The "gift" you send doesn't have to be handmade. It can be fic, icons, whatever.

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WARNING: Teeny Weeny Deathly Hallows spoilers

So Having finished Deathly Hallows, it's rendered the next chapter of my Lucius/Narcissa fic pretty much useless (I do like to stick to the canon).

The next chapter was all to do with Regalus' Death; however now JKR has stated how it happens I cant really use the version that I literally spent months writing (and it's one of the favourite things I have ever written) so I figured that I would stick it on here then people can have a look!

So here it is
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lucius knew that Narcissa’s vigil over Regalus would do him no good. She watched him every hour of the day and night, she knew that the death-eaters would come for him eventually.

 

Eventually they did.

 

They were running through a field towards a dilapidated barn, to escape from the pouring rain, when the death eaters found them. As she knew that they would; she had hoped that eventually Lord Voldemort would forget her cousin’s crimes, that perhaps he would decide that Regalus wasn’t important enough to bother with. But nobody could betray Lord Voldemort and live. He had made that message clear. He did not forget and he could not forgive.

 

She was startled by the crack of apparition as several death eaters appeared about a hundred yards behind them. She reached into her robes, wand at the ready, but there was too many of them, and they were closing in on them fast. To fast for them to safely apparate away, they had no choice but to flee. Narcissa ran faster and faster, not noticing that they were being herded into the barn up ahead. She didn’t see the dark mark in the sky waiting for them. In desperation Narcissa ushered Regalus inside and shut the door, but it was no use, there was already waiting for them.

 

“You’ve avoided us longer than we ever thought possible Regalus. But your time is up.” She didn’t recognise the dry, rasping voice coming from behind the mask. The death eaters that had been chasing them now appeared, with a series of cracks. They were surrounded.

 

It was the last stand. And she was determined that she would take some of them out with her.

 

As she raised her wand Regalus spoke “There’s nothing more you can do Cissy” he turned to her gratefully, she was ready to put her life on the line for him, but he wasn’t prepared for her to do that. He took the wand out of her shaking hand and threw it on the floor alongside his own. “Thank you.” He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her cheek as tears rolled down her face.

 

He stepped forwards to meet his fate.

 

“Crucio” came the voice that had spoken before.

 

Narcissa watched as Regalus dropped to the floor, writhing in agony. Before she had chance to think about what she was doing she flung herself at the death eater who was torturing her cousin, knocking him aside, breaking the curse. He pushed her roughly into the arms of another masked figure; who dragged her back as she fought to get loose, kicking and screaming.

 

Regalus staggered to his feet. And Narcissa’s heart almost burst with pride as she watched him, a Black to his last breath. As his attacker raised his wand Narcissa turned and shoved her captor, but it was to no avail. He would not let her go.

 

“NO!!!” she screamed “No! Leave him alone” she tried as hard as she could to get free from her captor who held her all the more tightly, if she had been paying closer attention to him, she would have noticed a few wisps of blonde hair poking out from under his mask, but she was watching her cousin intently. She doubled her efforts to get free “No!” she begged them over and over again, eventually she stood still, helpless, tears screaming down her face as she waited for the killing curse to hit her cousin.

 

It wasn’t the killing curse that ended Regalus Black’s life, he didn’t have the luxury of a green flash sending him into oblivion. “Sectumsempra” the voice hissed. Regalus Black reeled as though struck. Narcissa finally broke free and ran to him as blood started to seep through his robes staining the dark fabric crimson.

 

As she reached him he began to falter. He rested his head against hers and she grabbed hold of his face “Cissy I’m sorry” he whispered as his legs gave way. She did her best to hold him upright, but he was too heavy for her small frame. She wrestled to stop him from falling, but he sank to his knees anyway, and from there he fell to the ground.

 

“Reggie hold on” she begged but it was too late.

 

She held onto him tightly, feeling the cold from her rain soaked clothes contrast to the warmth of his blood which was now ebbing onto her dress. The water from her hair and tears was dripping onto his face as he gasped for breath. She looked around for a wand but there wasn’t one, she had never felt this helpless, completely devoid of all power. There was nothing she could do.  

 

As she watched the closest thing that she had ever had to a little brother die, the death eaters started to disapparate. Their job here was done. Only one masked figure, the one with the long blonde hair who had held Narcissa back remained. He slowly took off his mask and looked at the scene before him.

 

Narcissa was bent over Regalus’ body sobbing, tears streaming down her face, her dress covered in blood that the death eater prayed wasn’t hers. Her long blond hair was plastered to her forehead and her thin summer white dress was drenched from the pouring rain, and the blood from her cousin though she didn’t seem to have noticed. The rain drops hammering on the corrugated iron roof of the barn, providing the only noise, while the dark mark blazed overhead.

 

 

“Come away Narcissa” he croaked, “we have to go home”.

 

She turned and looked at her husband, noticing his presence for the first time. “How could you?” she asked him bitterly.

 

“You know I didn’t have a choice, Regalus brought this upon himself. He knew the penalty for betraying the Dark Lord.”

 

Narcissa hung her head, knowing that Lucius was right Regalus had known the consequences of his actions, but that hadn’t made it any easier for her to bear, or the fact that her husband had aided in his murder. She sat holding his hand, unable to let go.

 

“Narcissa we should go home.” She ignored him and he continued to cajole her “Darling there is nothing you could have done.” There was still no response, he went over to her, trying to lift her up, she was shaking, though whether it was from shock or the cold he didn’t know. “Goddamn it Narcissa get up!”

 

She pushed him away brutally and it tore his heart, her blue eyes were icy with hatred and she rounded on him “How could you just stand aside and let him die?” she demanded, but she didn’t want to hear his answer, because deep down she knew that Lucius had had no choice, that the Dark Lord could not be betrayed.

 

She looked up,

 

“You cold cruel bastard. How could you force me to watch him die? You son of a bitch, I wish I’d never laid eyes on you.” She threw her anger onto him and watched as he dispassionately accepted it. She felt angry and numb, and at this moment she didn’t know her husband.

 

She took off her wedding ring and threw it at his feet.

 

He watched her disapparate sadly before bending down to pick her ring up from where it laid in the dirt at his feet.

 

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1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4?
"what the furnature was like, what they could see out of the window" speak softly she can hear

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can...what do u find?
My bed

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Sex in Court (it's brilliant)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
11.30ish

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11.37

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the occasional car outside

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
this afternoon - went to book a hair appointment

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my freind's facebook page

9. What are you wearing?
jeans and a grey vest

10. Did you dream last night?
yeah - about my auntie

11. When did you last laugh?
about 10 mins ago when my boyfreind was teasing me on the phone

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
wallpaper, paint, few photos and a couple of pictures

13. Seen anything weird lately?
no not really

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I’m only doing this because I’m really bored

15. What is the last film you saw?
Marie Antoinette - didnt love it

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A HORSE!!!! a few mansions, Brad Pitt

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I bought a fabulous ballgown for £60 last week (bout 35-40$)

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make everybody more tolerant

19. Do you like to dance?
I love to dance

20. George Bush:
is a monkey

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Elizabeth

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
William (Liam for short)

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes - maybe in new york for a few years - but i couldnt settle down anywhere but england

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
Hello

Round 2

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
my boobs and my tummy look quite good together (i'm having a thin day today) followed by oh god i need to put concealer under my eyes

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
at least 2-3 weeks

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
more

4. Favorite planet?
venus- has a pretty name

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
my mum

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
dont really have one

7. What shirt are you wearing?
just a plain grey one

8. Do you "label" yourself?
I'm a ginger - but somebody else picked that

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
i'm barefoot

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
his name is gino and i cant spell or pronounce his surname

12. What were you doing at midnight last night?
i think i was in bed

13. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
Ok see you at 8.45. take it easy. (unfortunatly he means 8.45 in the morning)

14. Where is your mailbox?
on my door

15. What's a word that you say a lot?
balls

16.Who told you he/she loved you last?
my boyfreind

17. Last furry thing you touched?
my cat

18. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none - despite it being that time of the month i'm currently pain medication free (i did use one of those heat pads today - works pretty well though)

19. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none - it's all about digital baby

20. Who was the last person you had a chance meeting with?
bumped into some mates yesterday outside uni and got them all to offer to lend me camping gear

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
21 was awesome

22. Your worst enemy?
myself

23. What is your current desktop picture?
dr mcsteamy

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
bye

25. If you had to choose between a million dollars, or being able to fly, which would you do?
the money - not a huge fan of heights

26. Do you like someone?
not generally - i'm mean and grumpy

27. The last song you listened to?
set the fire to the third bar by snow patrol

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
yes

29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
this boy who made my life hell at school - long time ago but no one has ever treated me that crappily

30. IF YOU COULD BE DOING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i'd totally be asleep - i love being asleep - i have brilliant dreams

copy me and pass me on!

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So i'm writing another sex scene for my new story (Harry Potter again) and like last time I could really really do with some constructive criticism so if anyone's game could they give me a shout???

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YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU... I want to know 34 (+9 extra) things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... I just wanna know you better! OR ELSE! RAWR!

1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you.
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the Macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or Draft?
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. In one word, how would you describe me?
34. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

1. Male or Female?
2. Fandom you most associate with?
3. Fandom you associate me with?
4. Chocolate or Vanilla?
5. Coke or Sprite?
6. One person you'd give anything to meet?
7. The most famous person you've met?
8. Something about you that you think I should know.
9. One thing you're dying to have.

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Hey guys I havent posted on her in so damn long - it's frighting - i'm going to try and make more of an effort to keep up with everybody this year - cos i was a bit shit last year!

so what are people doing for valentines day?

i'm home alone with ally mcbeal, ugly betty and desperate housewives - cos my fella lives on the other side of the country (well maybe not that far but still a long long way away) and he's coming up on friday to cook me dinner

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My Kitten has finally arrived! He's called Mr Darcy and he's the cutest and fluffiest thing in the history of ever!

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I have finished the latest chapter of Your Slave and it's off at the betas and will be updated ASAP!!!

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(<a href="http://pyesetz.furtopia.org/meme-3col-DeathNote.html">Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (My boyfreind just moved out of town - we're doing the long distance thing - but i HATE it - I miss him so much it's killing me.

(also most of my freinds have either moved away or dissapeared - so I've been pretty lonely))

× I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.  (Millions - I Had a cull recently but I can catagorise my books - the ones on my shelves= text books and all the ones i read regularly or have recently bought, the box under my bed = ones that are not read very often that i cant bear to part with - there's also a BIG box in my parent's attic - god knows what's in there)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (only for lectures and the cinema - and as i always forget my glasses when i'm at uni - mostly just at the cinema) × I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.  (Only the once - when some drunken guys descended on my house (courtesy of my drunken housemate) and decided the porn was better if i was made to watch it with them - dissapointingly it wasnt good porn - all i can say - if a girl's moaning like that - the guy aint doing it very well!!!) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (yes but sometimes telling the truth not such a good idea)
I curse sometimes.  (pretty frequently actually) × I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )

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